I just read my blog awhile backâ¦ and I thank you all for giving me suggestions on how ânot to stayâ bored and insecure. It actually helped me a lot and now, Iâm starting to do some cross stitching at home and also Iâm thinking of doing more productive things in the future (So, keep those suggestions coming).
Rob and I are finally seeing the light at the end of this maze. As what I have told you, we are still adjusting with our âso-calledâ lifestyle. I know itâs too premature to say this but we are beginning to understand each other (on my own point of view). I think the reason we got into these âmini-fightsâ is because we donât communicate. I gave out our daily routine and you can figure out from there that we donât talk much. If we do get the chance to talk about something, we always end up fighting.
I have to admit this is a very hard stage for both of us. I also promised myself not to compare our lifestyle before and what we have now because I know itâs not the same anymore. Weâve changed I know and so is our set up.
I just thought of this. Life isnât always fair right? I mean, before, we almost spend most of our spare time together and then when the day ends we have to part ways but now the situation is a bit favorable to us because we live together!!!!! Live together! But no time for us to chat?! Can you believe it?
My past is haunting meâ¦ My two past loves have added me in their Friendster!!! I donât know if I should be happy about it or not. The other one I accepted, the other oneâ¦ Iâm still thinking about it. You see this other person (which I didnât add) hurt me a lot before and up to now the scar is still hurting (a bit). He said so many things that hurt me. I guess thatâs how guys react when you tell them that you think the relationship is BORING!
The other one was a âshould have been.â We thought weâd end up together but I donât know. His love for his current flame was stronger than his admiration for me. He was one of the guys that I clicked with. We instantly jived but not enough for us to be together.
Canât wait to go home!!! I might be home this coming November with Rob. I hope everything turns out wellâ¦ (with my parents and all).. about me and Rob…