I think I am having one of the worst week of my life.
A lot of decisions… good and bad… were done over the past week which is affecting my week now.
A lot of things had also happened over the last week… things that are clouding my mind right now… making me ‘fragile’ and at the same time ‘incompetent’?
I think TODAY is my wake-upper that I should end this!
I think I feel lost for the past few months… over everything!
My soul searching is always being interrupted by work, personal life and other things.
I think I have to put a stop to that ‘soul searching’ business and concentrate more on my job or else I might lose it!
No… the boss did not ask me to leave or something. He likes how I do my work but the thing is, I cannot allow myself to be incapable.
I don’t know if I’m just being too hard on myself.
The boss had a meeting today. We both thought it’s in the morning as it said 8:30-9:00 (GMT) Edinburgh, Lisbon, London.
It turns out the meeting is for 11:00AM, Dubai! Geesh… The boss was already shouting and screaming to the person who set up the meeting… only to find out that the boo-boo was on our end. We were on a different time zone.
I was suppose to notice that!!!! I was suppose to!!! Being the secretary and all, but I was too preoccuppied!!! 😦
I don’t know why I cannot handle criticism well… in this situation, I am not being criticised yet, I’m soo bothered.
By the way, I have not apologised for what happen (Should I?)
Back to work.